Trust

Where does my trust lie?  My trust is in the Lord.  That trust is being tested now like it has never been before.  I am clinging to the fact that God is in control.  His plans are good.  He will take care of me.  Right now I have to go back to that on an hourly basis.

God I am trusting you with:

-My father's life

-My job in education (Alaska's budget is a constant issue)

-My ability to get a teaching certificate (Again Alaska's budget is making it tough)

-My finances

-My health

-The man I love (who isn't able to love me)

-My future

God I give it all to you.  I ask for your peace.  I ask for your joy.  I thank you for all the ways you have blessed me.  I trust that even if you take those all away you have a plan beyond my understanding and that plan is good.

God I thank you for:

-My family

-My dad coming back home

-My church

-My friends

-My animals

-My own home!

-My job

-My coworkers

-My life

-My studies

-Alaska

-Mountains

-Birds

-Northern Lights

-A beautiful summer

-Ministry opportunities

-My car

-Trees

-Your love, forgiveness, mercy and grace

God help me focus more on the blessings than on the uncertainty.  You have proven faithful even when I am faithless.  I will never be able to fully express my love and greatfulness.