Christmas blues

I'm not really that sad. I have been very excited about Christmas comming. Now my selfish side is comming out. I have been praying that God would help my Christmas packagaes, at least one, arrive on time. As of today none have arrived. I know Christmas is about the birth of Jesus and worshiping Him. How many times have you told your kids that. It's not about family, traditions, snow, or presents. This Christmas it looks like I will be having a "true Christmas" without family, traditions, snow, or presents. I know I shouldn't be blue but I am.